it exists, somewhere. the person i want. the person you want. it may be imagined. it may be unrealistic. it may be an always moving target. it might be a dream you never fall asleep to. the person i want blogs every week. finishes getting an acca certification, an economics degree, and an english one. travels more. doesn't need a job. plays video games like i still have time for them.
anyways. that person exists only as a concept. the real me is too tired to move from the couch because 4 hours a night of sleep and a stress filled job renders me exhausted. i will get up soon though. there are dishes to do.
i used to dream about being a programmer. I hated it. not all my dreams have to know what is best.
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